punk-ass nigga

according to andrew, that's what i am. well, that or 'bitch-ass nigga'. such a gentleman. such a politically-correct gentleman. and his descriptions are just so accurate. nigga indeed *snort*

he's annoying because he won't stop calling me that
or shaking me
or hitting me
or sticking his face right in mine
or picking me up
or carrying me around
or making comments about my weight (both ways, one moment i'm fat, the next i'm skinny... : S )
or making my mum shriek (it's not hard)

and we were fighting last night, like wrestling, except not, like, really serious punches, but he dumped me on the floor, and... i don't know why he wears a WWJD wristband, but he does, and it fell off when he dumped me and started kicking me, and it just seemed so funny... i just couldn't stop laughing, he was still kicking me, then he knocked me over and i was still laughing, mum thought i was crying and freaked out...

i always do that, laugh hysterically while i'm being attacked by him

but i feel stupid for bitching about it, because he doesn't really hurt me much. i have no bruises, therefore shut up clairesie.

so in conclusion, it's fine, he's just INCREDIBLY ANNOYING. i'm not being hurt or anything. everyone else has bigger problems than me.

(why do i almost find myself wishing he'd actually hurt me so i could feel sorry for myself without feeling guilty that it's making mountains out of molehills and whinging about nothing?)

on another topic
i wish i wish i wish they would just please leave her the hell alone
do they think they haven't done enough
do they think there's still more left to destroy
what the crap is wrong with them
?!?!?!?!?!

ahem. yes. anyway.

dearohdear

Prayers for Rads' Uncle, his wife, and Rads and her family, especially her sister.

Major hug vibes to Rads. (Not sure how much the other members of her family would appreciate them from me.)

And hope she knows that we're always here for her, no matter what.

...and for goodness sake makes use of this fact. we want to help, dammit, give us a chance to! :P

little brothers are annoying, but this is ridiculous...

andrew is so. freaking. annoying.

amelia came over today. couldn't actually have a proper conversation with her most of the time because SOMEONE wanted to show off how strong they were by PICKING ME UP, properly under knees and shoulders etc, and CARRYING ME DOWN THE FREAKING HALLWAY. repeatedly.

as usual, obviously didn't hurt or anything, but ARGH

and i lost a bit of weight since i last saw him, so now he's all obsessed that he can pretty much bench press ME (far out he's strong, it's really scary)...

and that is all.

also... amelia... tells many different versions of the same story. within hours of telling another one. another completely different one. and i don't like to point it out, cos that would seem like i'm challenging her, but... *confused*...

photos!

ZOMG! looking at priyam's dvd of photos for the first time. ZOMG!!! must meet up with like EVERYONE

someone needs to organise like a cggs 06 party or something, they really do, hehe

silly

clairesie apologises to the von for being a silly, over-reacting, self-indulgent, attention-seeking emo who takes herself far too seriously. tis most inappropriate. clairesie will eat in future. it's the holidays, anyway. she can hardly avoid it.

please to the von to ignore clairesie's silly behaviour. tis not important. HONESTLY. clairesie is fine. she'll work out what to do eventually.

meep

clairesie, this is getting out of hand. stop being crazy. stop it, i say. there must be a better way.

happyyyyyy :D

i am ridiculously happy right now.
i have no idea why.

...but i like it!!

:D :D :D :D :D

maybe i didn't fail the maths test, too

:D :D

and bye