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sigh. college. ooh, giant cockroach.

just now, i'm really, really angry at Indian law. don't ask why. i just really am. looking at some of their laws, i actually feel kinda nauseous. mostly they're a great country, i'm sure, but looking at this... wow.

uni is weird. i slept through my first lecture ever. like, i woke up at 9 30 when it started at 9. actually kinda had a feeling that would happen. but yeah. was going to try and sneak in but there weren't any free seats near the door, so i didn't have the guts and just went and read the textbook in the library. same thing really, i'm sure.......?

got to stop crying in churchy type things. sometimes i almost want someone to notice and ask what's wrong, but i know if they did it would be awful. still. no-one's ever noticed. even boz walking back from boho chapel, or glebe people in house chapel. hehehe. actually i'm not entirely sure why that's funny.

whoops. this is the wrong blog for this type of mopey writing. i have an anonymous blog for that. but... oh whatever, can't be bothered to delete it now.

WHY AM I TIRED ALL THE TIME looks like it's caffeine addiction time again... hehehehehe

oh, and the food here is pretty crappy, and the whole uni is on a campus the approximate size of canberra (or seems like), on a gigantic hill. so THAT's why so many of the old girls are thin... hehe

discrete maths is interesting. it's like logic and stuff. i did well at that when we did it in IT...? but then the lecturer said even though the official prerequisite is >=100 in HSC 3unit maths, the course is pretty hard, so if you got less than 125 you should probably wait and do it next semester. considering that i haven't even done 3 unit maths, well or otherwise... hmm. oh well, i'll do my best i guess, whatevs.

anyway, byebyes, love clairesie :)