YAY... and hmm. yes, again. did you really expect something different?

YAY!!! RADS CALLED ME!!! it's so good to talk to her again. not sure what happened in the 3 weeks in between, but... who cares! at least i have proof she still exists. which, you know, sounds stupid, but... yeah. YAAAAAAYYY!!! HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY to hear from her ^_^

and to the hmm.

so, 'K~'... every time i've spoken to you this year, you've said something about leaving the past in the past, and something about things being intense. now you've told me you're taking a year off to refocus after the worst year of your life, and to think of the 3 things i would hate most to go through... and then said you're getting too emotional thinking about it and have to go to sleep. might i add, at 2 30am.

please let it not be your mum... i inadvertently stole your pen at some point in 2005... it's from the national palliative care program, and i doubt it was in your pencil case randomly, considering what you told me about her...

i know someone's voice screwed up last year - temporarily, though.

and i'm wondering if she's in major denial about how well she's coping. first it's all 'an intense summer/year/whatever, but nothing 'K~' can't handle', and now it's 'think of the 3 things you'd most hate to go through'. the two aren't mutually exclusive, but i... hope she's ok, i really do... funny, a 'yr 11' getting all protective about a 'yr 12' (cos that's what we are, really :P) but maybe not really all that funny, when you think about it...

so if anyone who reads or writes on this blog is running out of people to pray for... and worry about...

*manic laughter*

now clairesie, that was really quite uncalled for