haven't blogged in ages...

hmm... i'm tired a lot. maybe i didn't get enough sleep last night. i don't know.

'fessed-up to Rads last night, about the promise i broke... so glad i did. she convinced me it was ok, that she didn't hate me, that even if i break the promise again she won't be mad or not want to be friends with me (i dunno how i convinced myself otherwise, but holy crap i was scared...) and it was just... all ok. she is... an angel. i dunno how else she does it. but yeah, that was a load off... hehe. i wish i could comfort people like she can. heh, i wish i could comfort HER that well...

Von i know you're worried about people. there's like no way you could not be. please rant if you want. PLEASE. i rant so much at you. and i'm worried that you're worried. who CARES if maybe i worry more cos i know more stuff first hand about people or whatevs. that just means it's ok if you rant at me because i probably know it anyway. and if it's something i don't already know, i'll never bring it up unless you do, and never with anyone other than you.

maybe clairesie's just a little paranoid... but she can't quite understand the idea of a friend who isn't sad or stressed out for some reason... that's sad in itself, isn't it... meep.

anyway, byebye :)