(wrote this on saturday morning, saved as draft, wasn't sure if i should post it, seeing how many mopey posts i've made recently... but here it is, anyway..)
...lonelyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
and i know it's my fault. but i'm either really tired/vague, or studying/frantically working on assignment/etc, or talking to someone on msn (and it's like, if i have to go to a lecture, they're like 'you'll be back in an hour though?')
now i just really want to go home... and stay there... why the crap am i here anyway?
but i'll never end up doing anything about it. i'll just be stuck here till i get kicked out for failing too many things, or for being retarded and forgetting to eat for too long, or whatever.
yup. i'm not happy here. haven't really been happy here ever, that i can think of. and after the holidays, when in spite of various crappy aspects of home/drew/wtevz, i got to see people i know & love, bum with littleradhika heaps, and.. and.. i just want to go home.
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Claire, if you seriously feel that way, you're NOT meant to be in Sydney and should come home. If it makes YOU feel better, then you should take the steps to transfer. I'll help you.
I know I don't have internet at home anymore and that means we can't chat like normal, but I have internet at uni and emais work... right?
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