bit tired

argh! my computer died! it's quite, QUITE, the sad. pretty much my whole life (since year 10) is stored on a failed hard drive. this makes me a little upset, and a little angry at myself for not backing up. BACK UP YOUR PRECIOUS FILES! NOW! PLEASE! and make sure that all of your music is copied onto cds somewhere.

just feeling a bit nothingish, really. not really caring that i'm going to fail stuff cos i'm not even sure i'll be here next semester and it probably won't count... and i don't want to go in the middle of the year any more, i think, i'd rather stay all year... but now seems like there are other things affecting that, and so... yeah. ignoring everything. other people's problems are enough to distract me from this crap anyway.

am tired and feel a bit sick. that could be because i've literally been living on chocolate and caffeine for rather a while. in fact that's almost definitely the reason. silly clairesie.

tis rahul's birthday today, i think the group's going out tonight. haven't been out in ages, mum'll probably ring and be like ARGH WHERE ARE YOU GET BACK TO COLLEGE NOW and that'll be awful and hmm. and i should be online to talk to people. or at least sober to msg people :P but i haven't been out with the group in ages...

oh, and have been sleeping crappily lately. but i already told you that. possibly due to tendency to fall asleep in front of computer when all the lights are on and i'm full of caffeine. but again, i'm not quite sure about that :P

stressstressstress i wish everyone didn't have millions of problems all the time.. some people, some people just need a break, just a little while where everything goes ok and people are nice to them and they can sleep and everything... (2 people in mind who have the same name)

crap i have work soon and this assignment isn't done... screw it, i'll finish it tomorrow. whatever. yes, i know i shouldn't go out and let an assignment be a day late because of it. but i really don't care.

the things i care about, i can't do anything about, and the things i can do something about, i don't care. claire is stupid. that is all. hehehe. need to start caring about this stuff though, failing is bad. eek.