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(tuesday night/wednesday morning sometime. before 2am.)
von... clairesie's weird... and sad... and insane... and she misses everyone, a lot, and feels quite alone here, but can't honestly say she'd be a lot happier anywhere else, (edit: all the time, certainly being around friends would help at times) and... sigh.

saying that clairesie feels like this all the time would be a lie.

(wednesday at 11 35pm)
thank goodness...
clairesie woke up at 7 and still felt awful, fell asleep again just in time for her maths lecture hehe
dunno what was wrong. like apart from msgs, and peeps being sick, but.. that's not that unusual, and clairesie isn't usually that bad. how strange.

...claire, it doesn't matter how many times you test it, when hand attacks kneebone, kneebone is inevitably going to win. and hand will look inappropriate if you don't get rid of that reflex. bad reflex. bad.

i'm such a caffeine emo :P this happened so often in yr 12, i'd drink too much coffee, feel awful, and go to sleep (or half-sleep occasionally when caffeine was sufficient) just so i didn't have to be awake. hence so little schoolwork got done hehe. and hence bori pulled more real allnighters than i did in semester 2. weird, huh.