stuff (and nonsense) :P

the most amazing, thought-provoking, just-incredible fanfic. it's not even really a story, just a bunch of little glimpses. it's by 'nelras', and the link is http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3268491/1/

some of the sentences make me squirm from thinking. they lend such a depth to the characters..

Beggar
It is the first and last time Draco will ever beg, with his hand
offered as he stood on the step just above the one Harry was standing
on.

...

Ill
Seeing the dirt-smeared Boy Who Lived sobbing over a
classmate’s body can hardly be classified as the worst Madame Maxine has been
exposed to, so of course, it must be her natural aversion to grime that is
making her stomach churn.

...

Quiet
After Luna tells Harry about what happened to her mother, she has
the uncomfortable experience of rendering someone completely silent without
meaning to. It reminds her of why she prefers to read books downside up.

...

Unclear
Percy spent two weeks at the end of one summer looking for his
Prefect badge and his school robes- when he demanded to know where they were,
the twins had been exasperatingly vague. For some reason, his robes smelled
rather strongly of his mother’s old hope chest when he found them draped across
his bed two days before the start of the term.

...

Zenith
No one remembers it after she dies, but Lily had always had a
tendency to turn on pieces of classical music only to shut them off as soon as
they reached their crescendos.

all from 'Glances' by nelras, the link's up the top, i hope she wouldn't mind me quoting that..

and then some of them make one wonder.. what could that possibly mean? eee i love finding fanfiction that makes me think..

bummed with rads on weekend twas LEEET happyhappyhappy

saskia's lost almost 5 kg since i first spoke to her though, shes 49 or so... and she wants to get down to 39.. eek
*reminds self that i can't really do anything about it* *reminds self that self is not even trying, due to putting uni and other people above her*

*has general sense of failing everyone lately, not just from that, though that's part of it*
mumlittleradssaskiaevenme and probably a bazillion other people who i'm so stupid and careless i can't even remember

sigh. nope, clairesie's fine. tis all good. merh. meep