meep

sometimes you hear something that's so (effing~) intense
and you start to imagine it
and you're like... holy crap... and turn your earphones up way louder to distract yourself
and then you realise that this actually happened
and that this actually happened to someone
and that this actually happened to someone who you're

[procrastinating]

talking to

[because what the hell can you even say to that?]

and you're like... i'm a self-centred piece of crap

[but somehow knowing that doesn't help you reply more usefully]

...

and then the phone rings and you're like.. argh best timing ever bori..
but after a while of stressing that you're on the phone and can't multitask
you're like... almost... grateful...
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